Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Beauty


Spinning: shape shifting, into factions of the middle east.
The heart does rest with peace. Counting the blind moons cycle, 
friend and foe wrapped up into one. 
Into five silver sums, delirious by the sun.
Sideways, calming me. 
Terminal to let it be. 
The flooding of the sea. 
Taking my hand, burrowed deeper with the sand.
Earth is the squandering type.
Lets say, goodnight.  

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

My sadness, fear, anger, disgust, contempt, happiness, and surprise count my emotions.
My cerebral cortex contemplates my conscious emotional pathway, interpreting my events and associates my memories to connective ties.

I count my motivation
  • What connects my observable behavior to internal states
  • What accounts for variability in behavior
  • What explains perseverance despite adversity
  • What is my relative relation of biology to behavior
  • drive, motive, intrinsic, extrinsic, unconscious, and conscious motivate and instruct.
Constant; ->Dreaming, wakefulness, dreamless sleep, hypnosis, meditation, altered states, cognitive, non-conscious pathways. <-Repeat.

We study the people, analyze their behavior, try to understand others thoughts and emotion. We try to predict things about them.

                  at least
                                                                         for
                                                  now

Friday, February 6, 2009

3:11 again, sitting in a lab to finish my ideals about outer space.. distant space? the edge of all known universe? it must be a unfathomable quest. 

Thursday, February 5, 2009

There are good requests upon me. Creativity flowing from all my pores, spewing out like an infestation. This city is ours. One student production at a time. But this one will be insane. Things are seeming to be getting even busier, i love the energy of everyone.. so willing to work on everything. Oh productions.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Tonight's Film


Year: 1997
Description: 
Two hundred and fifty years in the future, life as we know it is threatened by the arrival of Evil. Only the fifth element can stop the Evil from extinguishing life, as it tries to do every five thousand years. She is helped by ex-soldier, current-cab-driver, Korben Dallas, who is, in turn, helped by Prince/Arsenio clone, Ruby Rhod. Unfortunately, Evil is being assisted by Mr. Zorg, who seeks to profit from the chaos that Evil will bring, and his alien mercenaries.
Director/writer/story: Luc Besson
Genre: Action/Adventure/Sci-FI
Film: yes, 35mm
Run Time: (2869m) 2:01 Aprox. 2 hrs and one minute

enough is enough

They saidThey ExclaimedThey Replied,They Queried,They Questioned,They MurmeredThey MutteredThey ScreamedThey ShoutedThey WhisperedThey LaughedThey CriedThey WhinedThey YelledThey AnsweredThey EncouragedThey ComplainedThey RaspedThey WhimperedThey BarkedThey GiggledThey OrderedThey ImploredThey InsistedThey InterruptedThey LecturedThey MimickedThey UtteredThey ObjectedThey ObservedThey OfferedThey CoweredThey SneeredThey SnarledThey RememberedThey LiedThey ExaggeratedThey CackledThey SqueeledThey FrettedThey SobbedThey HolleredThey PersistedThey PesteredThey PleadedThey PonderedThey PrattledThey PrayedTheyProclaimedThey Proposed

Its late

Into and out of, my work is kicking its feet. Running away like I should, the process of tongue over thought. i wanted to tell you..\

Limitless sky, do your eyes fit into these shuttered windows. From that lions den. Mounting these teeth so deep into my skin. But I have fallen, noticed so much more. The world is so dull, cant you see it. Isn't it so lovely. are not you: so happy to see that our words are so common. So easy to dismiss, so non shilling. It is so exciting, to catch those moments where we fall, like a stone. Into the blank chest, right where that palpitating heart should have been..
good. Good to see. Good to hear. Did I catch on, in the spring. Where the world jumped the others ends. Where my mind did wonder on this low hanging string, to slowly dangle my feet. So close, but so far. Its never just, there on the ends wing. Dust always just dragging on, cutting off that circulation to my connective tissue. Somewhere between my left crowed, half starved, electric moss. And the rain of my right. Is is haunting? To know this tongue speaks no words in the stain of night. To know it is stuck, between home and where the heart wants to lay. What even does it say. Blabbered reconciles of altered ego. Rampant debacles into and out of our space, where is it even measured. what can this shine into. the short time it can spend. Vague and under developed. Just escape this dark cave. while the cast is still shadowed.

Trains to homes

The red train, running north to south. People seem to try and kill themselves only in front of this train.. the tracks were closed for an hour because some old man jumped in front of the moving train. Another interesting event, always upon the red line. So i had to fuckin walk, I am frozen.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

film for tonight

Link:
http://video.google.com/videosearch?q=brazil&emb=0&aq=f#


Name of film: Brazil
Year: 1985
Film: yes, 35mm (kodak; Film Negative)
Length: 3908m (sweden) :: 2:02 (aprox)
Description: Sam Lowry is a harried technocrat in a futuristic society that is needlessly convoluted and inefficient. He dreams of a life where he can fly away from technology and overpowering bureaucracy, and spend eternity with the woman of his dreams. While trying to rectify the wrongful arrest of one Harry Buttle, Lowry meets the woman he is always chasing in his dreams, Jill Layton. Meanwhile, the bureaucracy has fingered him responsible for a rash of terrorist bombings, and both Sam and Jill's lives are put in danger.

Too late to bake

am i wrong, to have this feeling? I Now know she is with others, regularly, a new one every time i hear from her at least. to know how she doesnt even respect herself.. how does she let herself get treated? im saddened to even fathom the idea, the city is so large, but every corner of town runs its own. and every place that has its own identity, card past 9:00. I am simply here, to stay home and write 6 page papers; "what film is a touchstone in your life". "How has it resonated in your imagination?... so high my time is non comprehensible, where did those 10 minutes go. What? and hour? two?
http://www.flickr.com/photos/siefken/2683770994/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/designldg/2245714074/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/designldg/2241319439/in/photostream/

Beginings

stones, under and behind my dreams. Clasping an already closed door, not going back. Iv been falling into a pattern, such a comfort to flow with. My heart consists of this learning process, retain and release these names. These cities. These stories. These people, with their inventions to revolutionize time. Time is trickling down the well, waiting for the songs from the heart to spill. Days are busied, and nights are long. But the time of the world is so slow, all the time i need. All of these words dedicated directly to my papers, and sifting my creative process to a means of compact understanding. This is the beginning, you have a head start. 

Habit is my ticking clock.
Footprint patterns upon my stalk.
Yellow songs these heralds sing.
Naked caverns of diamonds ring.
Sleep will carry mental molds.
Dreaming memory, of old.
Walking down to silent fights.
Tears for fears of fleeting nights.
Time and Time, Tick and Tock.
Moon will spin above, with love.